I’m at work 20 minutes early cause I couldn’t bear to stay in my house any longer. I realized I didn’t brush my teeth when I got in the car but I thought “oh well, I’m already here, I’ll just go”. How fucked up is it that I can’t even stomach to be in my own house right now? Because the past few days I’ve just been ridiculed and bullied. I do something good and then they second guess it when it’s already too late. I’m so tired. It’s not her fault, but I can’t wait until that friend is gone. Maybe I won’t be so targeted after that.