ive been struggling more with my mental health i feel like everyone hates me deep down inside i feel disgusted towards myself because of the things i love i hate being told im never going to achive my dreams i hate being told every single time im just like my father my grandfather passed away he was the only person who understood me and i wish i couldve said more i looked at him like a father at his funeral i was comforting everyone but myself i was the only one who stood up and talked about how amazing and caring he was but i seem to never be able to catch just one break i want to rest im struggling mentally.. and i dont know how i can ever love myself like i used to