I’ve never really talked to anyone about my mental health ever, but it’s been bad since I was probably about 9, I’m 16 now and it’s getting worse by the day. I’ve recently harmed myself for the first time and I can’t seem to stop, I don’t even know why I’m doing it it’s just happening. I also haven’t been to school since 2023 and it’s destroying me, my anxiety is just so bad. I’m on lexapro at the moment and it’s not helping whatsoever, I sit in my room all day doing absolutely nothing, I’m also constantly throwing up even though I eat enough but I swear I don’t have an eating disorder, things are just so weird at the moment that I had to come here and rant lol, I’m also very uncomfortable talking to my mum about this as I’m just not close to her like that? I just really don’t know what to do with my life and I’m struggling really badly