My best friend might have skin cancer (they’re looking at her mom for it and she got a scab that looks like her moms) and I’m trying to text her normally and act like I’m not worried and scared out of my mind but fuck I can’t lose this girl she is literally everything to me and like we like each other but we’re trying to wait till school starts back up to date and now I might never get that chance and like the day she dies (if she even has skin cancer or does die) is the day u lose me bc ya I have 2 other close friends but my boy best friend doesn’t even go to my school and i only see him a church and my other best friend (yes I have 2 girl besties and 1 boy one sue me) might not go to my school next year I’ll have no one and like it hurts bro bc I love this girl sm like she was my fucking gay awakening and we were gonna see if we wanted to date when we get to school (she likes me too) and now if she does have cancer we might not get that chance… If I lose her I have no reasons left