My family is, well, ok, yeah you should be able to talk about anything. One uses the other and me as a therapist. Instead of going to actual therapy. So I mean I got stuff inside too. Usually they don't want to hear it. Sometimes the past troubles me too. These people have actually effed over me too and been awful as well. Actually almost my whole friggin family have screwed me over one way or another. People that have been abusive or cut my throat I really don't know how to feel about because one has passed despite messing over and in a bad way. I was also numb to a relative they snubbed me when it was others who wronged them and not me, but snubbed me went to visit them they said little then got up and went outside leaving me hanging by myself. Come to find out my other fam screwed them out of money, and they I guess felt hard at me and I didn't even know it happened. So when they passed, I was numb despite seeing them lie there in viewing though I eventually grieved them. So effedup