is this how a "supportive family" seems like? how could they expect us to do better when they can't even do their role. AAAAAHHHHH so frustrating but God knows how much patient I have. Indeed, no body will ever really understand you. I hate to admit but I hate them! Yes they never pressure us on our study, but their silent expectations kills us. "You must study hard." "You shouldn't give up." "You're lucky to even go to school." "Don't waste those efforts and sacrifices for just a mere struggle." BRUHHHHH "You only need patience." God knows how I wish I could give up!! Wording your thoughts is too dangerous. They might get angry and blame you for being useless. Support? Bruhhh what kind of support it this? I don't want it!!! The support we needed isn't like this, suffocating feelings. You mustn't complain or else you'll ended up ignored. Walking on eggshells is hard, but to a precarious world is exhausting. You wouldn't want to react. All I could do is be patient.