I have a lot of anger , frustration and complains with my mother . The worst part is I speak terrible fast in my mother tongue and she doesn't get me often so I keep quiet but when anger rises and I am not able to contain, I shout it all . Today I shouted at her or more of like venting and I feel a lot light and one of those rare times , I ain't feeling any guilt . I want her to acknowledge everything I said for example not going to college with me and if not then then denounce it all altogether. Just forsake me , don't take me as her daughter at all