I'm so fucking done with life and my fucing friends, im always the clown, I hate everyone so much they all treat me like a joke, I've been so depressed no one even knows I've cut myself to the point I can't feel shit my teachers only see me as someone lazy im not im hurting so badly I feel like im dying I can't do this anymore I wish someone would love me and not see me as a joke please someone I just want someone to care im not a slut for dating so many people im just a person who needs someone god im so corny I've tried to kill myself at least 5 times NO ONE CARES NO ONE CARES NOT EVEN MY BFFS WHY AM I SO PATHETIC WHY DO I ALWAYS CARE MY MOM SA'ED ME AND SO DID A LOT OF PEOPLE IM SO WEIRD WHY CANT I DIE IVE BEEN WANTING dead since like 5 im not okay I've always sobbed and stared at the fucking knife why am I like this please someone help me I can't go on im so bad at math im smart but im the stupidest in my fucking class someone please notice it's getting worse please someone PLEASE