i can't bring myself to love like. anything about me. it fucking sucks. i dont like how thin my hair is. i wish i was born with a longer and smaller ribcage, not the wide one i have. i could be skinnier, but no matter how much i avoid eating, i will always remain disgusting in my eyes. and nobody in my family or amongst my friends is taking me seriously. i could be smarter. i hate that I don't have the motivation, though. i could be more productive but instead the fact im genuinely rotting inside keeps me from that. and i try to make myself happy. i try to love me for who i am. but i cant. i need to kill myself
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