i fucking hate myself. Im so disgusting. ( TW hypersexuality mentions of su!c!de) i keep relapsing. Its disgusting. I AM disgusting I wish i could kill myself I cant Im too young, is what i think Im too young to have these problems, Is what I think. Over and over. ill be 15 soon . I never see myself past the age of 18. I cant see my future as an adult. No. It hurts. Even tho some things are going alright. Im just ungrateful, Is what i think and i probably am Idk whats wrong with me My mother died when i was 9. 6 years ago. i was so stupid. so fucking stupid If they wouldve not put us in somr foster care place. If we wouldve been there. They. Wouldve saved mom in time. Probably. I dont know. How much longer i can go.
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