so ill just summarize this quickly sorry but wtf do u mean being surrounded by ppl aka (friends) yet not feeling belonged? ik ppl would say girl at least u have friends ??? sorry girl but having friends means having someone who would protect your name behind your back , enjoy talking to u and literally not ghost you for other girls or wtv like sorry your leaving me bc you saw your friends coming ? so basically you were talking to me just to wase your time or like your bored or idk ?? like HELLLOOO?? and the other thing is that wtf dym my parents are not parenting well like mama? no makeup no phone no shit bruh? im 16 imagine seeing everyone have the most bare minimum a girl could ever have in her teenage life and u be like ? uhm wtv ill have it in grade 12 . and being the odd one out of ur friends ? them mastering how to do makeup having phone buying absolute fucking amazing stuff and ur like nahh double it and give it 2 the next person? i have more stuff 2 say but wtv bud ..