I have cptsd. And I still live with the person that gave it to me in the first place. I see her everyday, I hear her voice everyday, she gets to live freely with no consequences at all. I was abused for years straight from ages 6-15. Sexually, verbally, and emotionally. Im still a minor, and i still have a year or two left until I can leave this place but it is so exhausting. I get triggered over and over again every single day, I dont feel safe at home. How am I supposed to heal and get better while living with the literal source of all this pain? What makes all of this even better is that my peice of shit therapist told me to forgive my abuser. Even my parents told me I should forgive. They don't know what its like to be abused like that every single day for years on end. And having to live with that person to this day. Sometimes I get so paranoid and scared and it just feels like shes gonna come from nowhere and hurt me again. I just want to feel safe again