i feel like i'm going through a depressive episode, and i feel like i have been for a very long time. i'll have moments where i feel fine or even happy, but i feel like it all comes crashing down even if its just momentarily or if it lasts a while. i don't feel like my friends like me that much, which upsets me and makes me very irritable for no apparent reason. i've gotten more sensitive lately, and i've started feeling like i don't like my friends, which isn't true, i love them. but it's like everything ticks me off and my anger switches on at the drop of a hat. i don't know what's wrong with me. i often feel like i'm going to die alone, not only in a romantic sense but in a friendship sense as well. i don't see a life for myself after i graduate, and it's hard for me to have goals and aspirations to work towards because of it. and i have no one to talk to because my friends aren't qualified to help so I feel i shouldn't burden them with my problems. i don't see the point in going on