i just don't want to be alive anymore. These feelings have been lingering for years, and now I've had dare I say my single worst bout of self harm of all time, if not that then at least in the past 3 years. I won't be able to go in the pool at my friend's grad party, and I'll have to go long sleeves at mine. Everyone keeps pestering me about my future and abiut my college and its like. I hardly want to go. I have no clue how i even made it this far. I miss my friends like hell already and taking care of myself feels impossible even though it hasnt even been 2 weeks since i graduated hs. I'm so sick of it and I'm so sick of having no way out.
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