My best friend his name was Vincent and we would talk every day until he moved we still talked and I knew he didn’t have the best life at home his dad would beat and rape him but the other day I got a message from his sister saying he cuts his throat trying to kill hom self it hurt badly really badly he was alive for a couple days but today he died and it hurt me to much I could be there to help him and I’m never going to forgive myself I miss him so much he’s dead now and all because I couldn’t do anything because I was scared and never thought I would be alone he made me feel safe and now he’s gone he died two hours ago worst news I have ever got I loved him with all my heart and I will never be able to tell him that again. I wanna go to Texas and go there for his funeral but I can’t I’m going to miss him so much what do I do? I miss him a lot. I’m scared and worried for his sister she kept me updated and now he’s gone the love of my life is dead and I wasn’t there to say good bye……