I just want to be a normal teenager with normal teenager problems. I don’t want to be stuck in my room anymore, I miss dancing, I miss singing with out my jaw hurting, I miss playing soccer without passing out, I miss my friends I lost because I can’t be at school, I miss my dog I couldn’t spend energy with because I had none of it and now he’s gone, I miss doing the most for my homework, I miss my love for music of which I can’t play anymore without getting a migraine and shutting down, I miss teachers who could understand my situation instead of shutting it down, I miss the child I could have been without the trauma, I miss the stage without needing rest before the one hour mark, I miss cleaning, I miss walking, I miss the clarity I had, I miss messing around with my brother before I was too fragile for it to be a concern, I miss any sentiment of health, I miss doing my hobbies before needing to sleep, I miss my body before Covid, I miss my life.