I'm going to lose my fucking shit. I can't be a boy, it's just not in the cards. I hate my fucking face. It's not a boy's. My nose is wrong, my eyes are wrong, my hair is wrong, my frames are wrong, the shape is wrong, it's all fucking wrong. I can get over my body because that's fixable with enough will to exercise and ignore how my chest will look anyway. I can't have facial hair, my body hair barely shows, I'm built like a girl, it's like that's all I'm doomed to be. I would settle for even different glasses frames because mine have angles meant for WOMEN. They make me look like a fucking girl! That, or people have to ask. I'm either stuck in a girl's body or trapped in a foggy space in between and I hate it because I want to be a boy so bad. I see all these boys in my classes growing facial hair at the ripe age of fifteen meanwhile the hair on my arms hardly shows in the sunlight. I'm so sick of it and nobody will fully hear me out.