I’m moving back home to my own country after 18 years because my parents are forcing me. I’m really scared because I don’t speak the language and I’m terrified that I’m never gonna make any friends and have a horrible uni experience. The country it self is not good to live in unfortunately and ifeel like I have nothing to go back to because most of my relatives have died and I have nothing true friends there. I’ve been doing really well in school to get into a uni I want but my parents have refused to pay and I’m being forced to go to the uni I don’t want to which has a really bad rep in my country too. I’m aware these frustrations sound really stupid but I’m really stressed out I don’t wanna leave my friends and I feel that im falling behind not being able to go abroad. Idk what to do and resentment is building against my parents because they keep destroying every thing I work towards. Idk what to do I just wanted to get this off my chest