I have so many mental health problems, and my year f***ing sucked, doctors did absolutely nothing and im stuck holding the pieces. they say that i can just rewire my brain and that it will be so much easier, but they don't understand that ive given up. ive lost so many abilities and coping skills to a blackness that makes me more hopeless. i don't see how any of this is going to help, "fake it till you make it" was advice i got from a counselor. im so hopeless that faking it isnt even possible, i only feel the slightest bit better when im with my dog. im probably going to get a service dog, but i still have to wait. not much is going to happen, and i need to be ready for high school at a completely new school where i probably wont know anyone.