I kinda hate all my friends because they all go out and have group chats with literally everyone but me, AND I literally asked one of them out and he said basically "I also like you like that but im just not ready 4 anything u date other ppl if u want" omfg he barely messages me I don't talk to anyone outside of school besides a class group chat of mostly ppl I hate and one person who goes to my school and has lots of common interests but I've talked to her no joke literally fucking once irl. I'm never get start a band or date or kiss I'm a loser