I can't trust people anymore, My father cheated on my mother like 3 years earlier then embezzled some money and moved to another country- Frankly it made me realize a lot, that people are shitty, that motherfucker left us penniless then after 3 months I found out I actually have a half sister somewhere that I've never met, I hate that son of a bitch with all my guts, he was abusive to me all my life and as a kid I thought I had to be perfect, to do what he tells me because I thought he was always right, imagine my surprise hearing about the stunts he pulled, might not seem like a big problem but it changed my view to life completely, I can only see the bad in people, I see that life is meaningless and isn't worth living [don't mind the poor english, it's not my first language]