i shouldnt miss him , but i do , im in a great relationship now , an amazing one , like soulmate stuff , but i cant shake that feeling , what could i have done better for him? he cheated , he treated me like dirt , ended our relationship like it was my fault , bc he "couldnt deal with my problems as well as his". he told me he was in shit . going to juvie , getting into fights , i didnt care , i loved him , and i woulve waited , i wouldve waited forever for him , he was my first love. and as much as i love my boyfriend now , he wasnt that , he was the escape from that feeling so i could jst be loved again , i love him , i love him so much , but the first love never really.....goes away does it?
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