I dont miss my ex, he said horrible things to me and would randomly have fits of anger and yell at me. I dont miss him i just miss having the feeling of comfort everyday. i miss being able to lay my head on someones shoulder without them questioning. I miss being able to say the dumbest things without judgement. i miss having someone notice my day to day patterns and realize im off. And it hurts seeing him move on so easily witha girl who is way better looking than me. he probably call me ugly with his friends now and go on about how hes greatful we broke up because he has her now. i tell myself im ok but i randomly find myself getting sick over it every fucking day. i want to be fucking free, i hate my life. i miss being someone somebody needed in their day to day life. i miss feeling cared about.