Why do I feel like I can’t talk about my feelings to her I try over and over again but she either uses it against me or flips it around on me I just want someone to talk to about how I feel and what’s bothering me but I can’t she gets mad at me or flips it around on me saying how it’s my fault I just want to feel like I’m being heard and not in trouble or being a burden I hate myself so much and I want just a little bit of that stress it anxiety off my chest but I never say anything bc it never works it just makes me feel worse about myself I wish I feel like I can be heard for once in my life all my life I heard boys don’t cry boys are tough and I was never able to talk about how I felt or what was bothering me I want to trust someone so much that I can vent to them about how I feel and not having to worry about it being flipped around on me or used against me another thing I wish is that she would stop making comments on my looks in the moment it seems like I don’t care or I laugh ab