To put it simply, I am in a dance club and today was our show. Now, not too long ago I was told that I was going to move. It was sudden and that was not prepared, so I'm still trying to mentally prepare myself. So that was my last show, at the end I had a breathing problem so that's slowed me down and I missed my cue to go and bow.m(I am a "special case" so I am in two different groups, and I had to go with the younger ones first but that's what I missed). So obviously at the end I was kind of crying mostly because I panicked because of not being able to breathe. But then I cried also because I had to leave. And I thought that our main teacher/manager was going to see me and try to comfort me but since another girl that had been there longer and was better than me was also leaving all the attention was on her and I feel like a narcissist saying this but I also want attention, she's not the only person in the world. And now I feel bad because it feels like they don't care about me.