I am so fucking frustrated. I know my older sister has special needs, but it’s so exhausting. At the end of my grad party, I came back to my room being destroyed, poop smeared on my floor, and posters from my friends in the trash bag. The reason why she did it? She thought it was weird and didn't seem “childlike” for me to have activism posters. She placed a drawing that a kindergartener made for me in the trash. I didn’t even ask her to clean at all. This day was supposed to be fun for me, but now I have to fix everything and scavenge inside trash bags to find the posters that were torn off my walls. I’m so hurt because she didn’t make a heartfelt apology at all and kept defending herself and switching up the topic. She barely looked at me and only stared at random corners in the living-room. My parents told me that she’s just like that and we can’t change that, but I’m so upset. I have to stick to restoring my room for the rest of the night and cleaning the poop.