god i hate my life. i shouldn’t even be dealing with this at THIRTEEN. so basically my dad and mom keep on trying to get closer after i was sent to a mental facility. but i don’t even trust them anymore. they keep trying to “talk” to me when in reality it’s just another fucking interrogation. they just want to “fix” me. everytime they yelled or lectured me, everytime i cried because of them, they never said sorry. i don’t know why im holding grudges, but some examples are when my grades were slipping in 6th grade but we’re always brought back up because of his yelling. then at the end of the year he goes “oh you scared us a little bit we pushed thru” and just brushed off everything he did. another thing is that he ACTED LIKE HE HAD ADHD. i have adhd and i was happy at first because i thought he knew my struggle all along but NO. he lied to me. he had no diagnosis. he never did his research. i’m sorry if this is really long, im just really stressed and overwhelmed.