I hate this. I hate myself. I don't know whats wrong with me. I'm highly apathetic, i cant seem to make myself do anything productive when I need to, I sleep late, I wake up far too early, I put off my needs and only tend to myself when it physically hurts, I can never open up to people around me, I can never pin point how I feel sometimes, I get irritated at the smallest things, my room is a constant mess, the only thing I have going for me is that i'm smart and I cant even get that right sometimes, my grades are falling, I'm just a waste of money. Life would be so much easier if i was anything but human.
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