(Tw) I hate being a teen. My room is always messy and my self expression is hated. My grades are going down and my closest friends keep being less available. I STARVE myself in a way of sh because i dont want anyone to mention any visible scars. I hate having academic expectations, I have dreams of my own, I know I can't reach them, yet I am still expected to. I hate myself for not being the person everybody wants me to be. I don't feel valid and every compliment feels like a lie. I just want everything to be alright. Even if I can fix this all myself, i know i wont do it. Because I just hate. I hate and I only blame myself.
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