And then if crap you've been through isn't bad enough already this morning, you're being invalidated blamed talked down to and gaslit by those around. Great. I love being trashed and abandoned by those that are supposed to have my back. All I do is speak how I feel about things then I get blamed for stuff. Yeah thanks a lot. I thought family supposed to lift you up not tear you down. It's bad enough neighbors are shit. Family being that isn't helping my day or motivation any whatsoever. They dont have a clue what I go through everyday. And I was simply just going to say something bout the weather and that turned into me being called negative. What kinda warped reality am I living in? It's so effed up