My life has been a lot recently. From marking psychologist appointments to finally try and get an autism diagnosis at the age of 18, to trying to get a job to save money to move away from my dad who is a verbally aggressive man who has inappropriate behaviors with me when drunk and had sexually abused me in the past. I had an attack two days ago where I just started crying and hitting myself and pulling my own hair. It's like everything in my life is suddendly moving into a big, growing snowball and I'm becoming so tired. I feel constantly anxious, tired and fall asleep randomly through the day no matter how well I sleep. It's making me function less and less each day; I genuinely used to function better as a CHILD. I'm tired.
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