I am frustrated with life. I feel like I have lost so much in the last 6 months but I have also gained so much alongside it. But the bad always seems to outweigh the good and it's infuriated. I am tired, I am exhausted and I have no idea who to tell. About two years ago, I broke up with my partner of 9 years. It was toxic and it needed to come to an end. I made a best friend, I had a squad. Come March this year, we are no longer friends. My dad died and my cat died a month apart. But, I got a great job now, and I have a boyfriend. Yet, life still feels so empty. I'm an artist yet I can't get myself to draw anymore. I think I'm more depressed than I thought I was and I just... don't know how to keep working through daily life. It's exhausting just to get up, go to work, live life like a normal person. By the end of the day, I feel like I'm this horrible person and I don't even know why. Just, venting.