I really don't know. There's so much I want to do—like, I have all these materials, but I don't know how to use them. I feel like I'm not very good at it. I tried selling stuff—I did make some sales, yes—but the money just keeps flowing out and I don’t feel like I’m getting anywhere—it’s not enough, is it? I can’t seem to sell the perfumes and the camera properly. I have a Facebook page but I don’t know how to manage it. What is this even about? I decided not to take summer classes so I’d have something else to keep me busy, but I’ve been hanging out at home for almost two weeks now. No source of income. I keep saying I’m going to apply for a summer job, but I haven’t even finished my resume. I have the WHOLE day to do things and yet, I end up doom scrolling on TikTok and Reddit. I don’t want to be jealous of other people’s lifestyles, so I deactivated my other accounts—I even made another account just so I wouldn’t see my friends who are doing internships in my feed—but I still don’t have anything to do to divert my attention to other things. It sucks.