My dad is such a shit person that I don’t believe he could ever be forgiven for the shit HES said to me out of pure anger, all this stuff he’s said without thinking that he never apologized for and then acted hurt when I avoided him and stopped talking to him because he was being ignorant about my mental health and illness. And he thought he was doing nothing wrong. So I exploded and I screamed at him that he was pushing me closer and closer to slitting my throat open and forcing him to watch, and I’m normally a calm person I don’t say shit like this but the one person who I hate most is my dad. The ammount of trauma he’s put me through and acted like I was the crazy one for breaking under all the pressure he put on me?? He pisses me off so bad it’s crazy out of 8billion+ poeple I only hate a few and the one I’m supposed to trust most the person who “protects” me is one of them get me out of this house I’m so tired of it my mom doesn’t deserve to be treated like this and neither do I