i wish it was easier to find a job. being told that i must over-exert myself just to get a minimum wage job sounds dystopian af. oh wait, we already live in one, dont we? :/ the concept of working in general does not sound appealing as an introvert (my only friend group at the moment is online 😭). also finding out that jobseeking dgaf about introverts made any determination or confidence i had immediately deflate. everyone is scrambling to find work, and on top of that, i apparently have to compete with people who have bachelors and masters. this is painful. why is the system like this. i wish i entered this hell earlier so that i would be more, idk. prepared? tbh nothing could prepare me for this bs. i feel like i'm crazy, in a room. with rats. or however the meme goes. being an adult sucks. society why are you so goddamn heartless. so much corruption, greed, pain, and struggling. forcefully taken out of the void to work for 50 or so years, then back to the void i go. great.