its not really that big of a deal but i did not get into my dream school. and its fine because my parents are being really supportive but then i think about all the money that they have spent on me for 2 years just for me to waste it all. and its not like i did not study because i did. i gave my whole life for that exam and then i didnt get in so it hurts so much and i cant stop crying about it which is just pathetic. i solved every question i knew on that exam and was so sure that the ones i attempted are correct but the scores say otherwise. i've managed to disappoint not only my parents but also my teachers who were counting on me and i know this is not the end of life but it feels like i might not even get into any other college and no one would want me. college was supposed to be my one thing that i deserved and i just dont know what to do and its killing me. i do not want to take a break or a drop year because i dont have the energy to do that. they say its fine but its not at al