Random thoughts. Why is there such a lack of love in the world? Like the person who was caught in an escalator suffocating. People just walked on by like nothing was happening. How would they feel if it was them suffocating? That person died because of people's callousness and lack of empathy. I mean I know how it feels for people to be cold. Recently our vehicle wouldn't start and didn't have the proper tools to replace the battery. Despite trying to ask someone hey do you got any tools they just ignored us and kept right on going. People don't have to act like that. Of course my own family has been quite cold as well in multiple situations. Not sure I want to touch on that. They're unstable. Possibly somewhat mental. Still doesn't justify how they mistreated me. Yet they'll say I'm the one who is crazy and needs a counselor when they're the ones friggin talking to themselves. OK. yeah that makes total sense. Next door neighbor blurts out "I have trauma".(Someone who used me)I DO TOO!