yo my life is so shit right now. I just realized that my grandmother and best friend, Silvia , has cancer and she's dying. At the same time, my father has also been taken away from me by the police because ... well he raped me but any way. My mother is also very depressed and crying all the time so at this point I just want to kill myself but of course I would never tell anyone that. I'm totally fine. Besides, why would anyone want to know about MY feelings?