it feels like im excluded from something everyone else has, no matter what i do im too much or not enough or just simply weird? i dont understand. its so confusing because people that are “worse” than me are more loved and cherished rather rhan me i try my best im a decent person so what the hell is wrong with me ? im already disgusting with horrible coping mechanisms because nobody will fucking help me, they say they will but they dont when i actually go to them they just say theyre here for me when they arent and i hate lying shits i hate it so much i hate how theres a label on me that says oh you can hate them ! simply because they feel off compared to others i hate it so much
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