Gosh i hate being left out. First at my old school we basically had a group hierachy, ofc i was right at the bottom, it sucked when the leader decided she didn't like me one day and everyone kinda just agreed with her. it wasnt anything new ive been left out my entire life but still really sucked. A new girl came soon and pretty much replaced me. after that i vented to my friend about it, the week after somehow it had turned into a twisted rummour and i ended up having no friends. i got sick of it and moved schools. The girls were all so nice to me. it felt unreal to have someone be this nice, like i swear ive never loved a person more that this one girl. who was my first friend there. after a while i realised i still felt really out of place bc she has a best friend already, who i feel like secretly hates me. those two talk all the time and dont acknowldge that the other half of the friend group exist. anyway long storyshort, i feel like dying half the time i have no one to vent to.