I'm so tired of being left out and waiting for someone to include me in. My "friends" say I matter but their actions say otherwise. They all hang out and do everything I want to do with friends yet they bece include me. And that I'm the one that brought them all together. The only one who cares is my boyfriend but I hate it.. He says he'll wait behind then have me be left alone but I don't want him to wait for me because of my stupid issues. I just want to be heard without having to drag someone else down with me..