It' been exactly one year ago today my best friend ghosted me after an argument. Long story short, we were a group of 3 and we essentially were mean girls. I got in therapy and wanted to change, they didn't, when arguing about this they ghosted me. I don't miss how messy and mean we could be and I have felt better about myself since then but still miss them occasionally. Tonight I've hit a pretty low point mentally (I'm diagnosed bipolar and have been fighting to get back on meds for a while) and tried and failed to get my fiance to wake up and help me calm down so I didn't spiral and do something stupid. Well I was looking through his phone, found out he's recently been messaging girls on instagram trying to get them to send him nudes, I woke him up again to confront him and his logic was he didn't think it was that big a deal which is so stupid!!! We've been together for YEARS and he knows how I feel about lying and he went behind my back and messaged girls on insta.