there's this person that hates me a lot, but i don't hate them. i don't even know why they hate me. i really want to avoid this person, but i'm officemates with them. they're way better than me, and i seem to look down on myself. i just want to be as great as them, get the same recognition, but i don't want to be greater than them. and if i ever be greater than them, just know that they will always be ready to put me down. they've got more connections than i have and they're appreciated more. guess who will be loved more? of course, them. there's nothing i can do, even though i know they're manipulative, toxic, psychotic, and a maniac.
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