I've been crying my room non stop, im trying to make it stop but i cant. I just hear my auntie and my uncle and my mom yelling downstairs. Even my brother cant comfort me. its frustrating... and the fact is, i cant even go downstairs because they'll make fun of me, tease me, and etc. and they always bodyshame me.. "Oh you're so fat!" "Get on a diet!" "Stop eating so much!" "Dont let the elephant eat all the food!" and i just start stop eating. i dont eat my favorite snacks anymore, my favorite food, nor my favorite drinks. i just, starve.. and when i dont eat, they force me alot of food even though i cant. i just cant.. as i look out my window, im thinking about life. why is this so hard for me? i cant get through a single think without getting teased or body shamed. they force me things i dont wanna do or eat. and whenever i vent to someone they always end talking about themselves. and it was not about them, it was about MY problems..