I have a guy cousin. He is my first kissed. But, its not just once. We kissed many times. I don’t know how to forget abt all the bad things we did. I am so guilt. Its so awkward when I see him. We chatted online to see each other then do that bad things. I am so disgusted for what we’ve done. If I can just go back in times that bad spirit tempted me, I will do things right. We first kissed in the church when we slept over there. It’s accidentally, coz we’re too young that time. I think we’re both 13 yrs old that time. I am so disgusted. Pinagsisisihan ko lahat ng yon. I don’t want to make it happen again, but my mind always yearns for him. I don’t understand my self even more. I’m so sorry, Lord. I hate my self and him for doing that. I know its not good for God’s eye, but we still did it. Few months ago, when it happens. I wanna forget what we did but when I see him, I melted and tempted. Lord, Please forgive us, coz we do not know what we did. We’re just a victim, Break the chain ohG