I just wanna know what they *want* from me. I had a pain flare up and *told* them I was sleeping through it, got complaints about unavailability and not knowing when I was around. Made efforts to communicate and got shut down or more passive aggressiveness. Every time they make a new comment it makes me wanna be around them less and less, I know only part of what they want and I'm confused about the rest. I'm tired rn and they just made the spiraling start and then made it a million times worse, I'm struggling to not just say we won't bother meeting up tomorrow and running away from the problem entirely.