every letter feels heavy when i type this but i can try. i have many friends, but they’re not real friends, they’re really just my friends because: a) i don’t have anyone else b) i don’t have a choice to be friends or not c) i want to be friends but im the second choice i had a best friend. he was my person and we talked every day and it was the best year of my life until he just stopped talking. this hurts. i just want to go through a day where i dont have this feeling anymore and have no one to talk to. i just need help and i need someone.