my relationship of two years is over, I'm slowly beginning to believe I'm never going to be loved, or be able to be loved. I don't know what's wrong with me, i don't want to be here anymore. Is it ever going to be over? will i ever be happy in life? am i missing something that should make me human? im so tired, I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. I'm sorry, i'm so tired.