Gee, where do I start? First of all school is messing with my sleep schedule and I’m tired all the time, second of all my family is not very nice to me (this is the nicest way I can put it), and third of all I haven’t felt a full day of just happiness or calm, I’m sad most of the time but I hide it cause who am I without my sadness? Idk I want to be happy, but idk what to do without this feeling that I’ve had basically my entire life. I know there is a lot of people out there that have it way worse than I do, but I just wanna be accepted and understand, I’m sorry if I sound annoying, I probably am, you probably are thinking about clicking to a new rant before I finishing this one, but that’s ok, I understand you have your stuff to deal with, I just wish I was happy. I just wanna be able to love myself, I wanna life the good life of self acceptance, but it’s not that easy. I just wanna be comfortable in my own skin, gee I sound depressing.