If these fucking doctors won't do anything until I'm seriously suffering, I'll give them a reason to do their job. I'll stab my wrists with my fingernails until I have enough scabs for them to care. I'll keep eating so little that I'll lose even more weight. Maybe if my blood sugar keeps dropping the doctors will care. Maybe if I keep stabbing my wrists the doctors will care. Maybe if they can see my hipbones the doctors will care. Years of suffering. Years of me telling doctors that I need serious testing. Years of agonizing pain. I'm sick of it. I'm done waiting. I'm going to make these doctors do something, even if it means that I have to hurt myself.
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